YAY!
SHE'S HERE SHE'S HERE! WOOHOO!!! i'm soo happy, soo excited! but i still have to be patient with her, i can't push her too hard. prolly not for a month or so. but i'm just glad she's finally here!
you're missing it hun! but you'll get to see her in less than 2 weeks.
i'll post pics soon, for those of you wondering what the surprise is. any guesses?
12 days
today will probably be one of the hardest days for me to get through, well the next few days at least. hopefully i'll find things to keep myself busy or it's definetly going to be hard. i'm waiting patiently till you come back to me in 12 days. although i'll probably only get to spend a couple of hours with you till you have to leave again. i suppose it's better than nothing. i can't believe it's only been 4 hours and already i'm miserable without you.
i guess it's time to start planning this summer of mine! first on the list: i've gotta find me a job! that'll definetly pass the days! watch a lot of movies, go for all you can eat sushi, hit up the driving range, play some softball, oh yeah and summer school lol almost forgot about that one, go bowling, hang out with friends!
i can do this...
patiently waiting
my hard work has paid off! i've spent the last week in constant debate with my dad and the finally decision has been made as of today. my reward will be here on tuesday or wednesday latest....it'll be a surprise!
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not sure what to do now. evreything seems to be falling apart. i'd rather be back in school, in ottawa if this is the alternative. things seemed easier and less complicated then. summer is supposed to be relaxing, so far it's been everything but that. i suppose it's only been 4 days, who knows maybe by some miracle it'll all get better...
thanks han for getting me out of the house today, you're a lifesaver. i really needed this. it gave me that little bit of energy i needed to get me through the day.
now to get through the next week...or the next 4 months for that matter...should be interesting.
